As time is near

Your heart tightens , once  you know that time is near.
You're twiddling your tumbs .Your hand grip so tight to
the chair because you're scared. The feeling you can't
bare. Your heart beats a thousand times a second.
You're keeping something inside that you don't want
to unveil. You're getting very pale. You're feeling the
pain. Saying to yourself that you don't to leave but you
want to stay. You're pacing back and forth, something
new that's happening to you that never happen before.
As time is near, the feelings grow more and more.
You begin to fear, as death comes knocking on your
door. You wish that you could over it. It doesn't  matter the good you have done . As time is
near. You're getting restless and to you it
isn't fair. Slowly you're wiping your tears.
It will soon be the end of your nightmare.