Woe

My tears have dried.
     I can't cry,
          how hard I try.
I have carried
       my pain so long,
  It has become my comfort zone.
I measure each hurt
        with my pain,
     trivialize their worth,
                   move on...
One day,
      there will be heartbreak,
The dams will smash
        and flow unchecked.
I fear it will be out of gear.
  Avalanche eroding
          all things dear...