Alone in my room

Alone in my room
I’m in my bed
And your not here
Here those noises again.
You say their only in my head
I text your phone , but you don’t reply
I try hard not to cry
I hate being alone
I wish you would pick up your phone
Why did you have to go and leave us all alone
Thoughts running through my head
I try to finally lay down my head
I close my eyes and only see you
You said you loved me
You said you cared
I only wish my feelings were spared
You don’t understand why I feel this way
Maybe I should just go away