Standing by the words i spoke!

Love is a word!
 The action shown from it is better than when its heard!
To many times I've heard these words, before I was fed poison and thrown into a bush of herbs!
 Do not ask why so much hate!
Lied to cheated on I have no love for you only fate!
 Nothing you could ever do or say could make me come back or want to stay!
 Deep inside I've boiled with anger!
Mistreated and overlooked underestimated by none other than you crooks!
 I hate your ways!
When I think of you I become enraged!
 Not even the love I have for my kids could ever stop me from telling you this!
 I hate you!
Along, with all the things you do!
 I stopped even speaking to you a long time ago!
When I think of you I think of snakes, rats, spiders everything I abhor, I am my own kin folk!
 I had to find an out let for the fake things you do!
If it wasn't for writing on that day I would have killed you!
 Blaming others for your wrongs was always your specialty!
I will not beat myself because you want next to me!
 I stopped caring to forgive for myself!
Yet, I've never forgotten your dead weight on my shelf!
 You were no help!
Time and time again I did it on my own!
 While you sat around and got lazy like you were my queen on her throne!
 Then your jealousy turned you to others instead of doing right you chose to tramp around like a female dog by her tree!
 Such phony types!
 The lies you tell have no meaning!
Maybe you met your match and it drives you mad even!
 Truth be told that's what you deserve!
I hate your kind in every way!
 Parading around masks on their face as if life is one big masquerade!
 I do not fear you or any others!
Like fire melting ice I now live to see you suffer!
 I have no friends because I choose me!
Family may be blood yet I only need of them and you to be free!
 Filter and boycott me all you will!
That will not change one thing I hate you and always will!
 Now I will not even empathize with the way you feel!
I could never love you that I feel!
 So self righteous they are if you let them tell!
  Who steal from others to earn a spot in hell!
The mask could not save you I see right through the lies!
 You live to please people a whore uses her body to plot on her enemies along with her lies!
 Now that all cards are laid out on the table do your worst for I only itch to slay you!
 It's too much to ask to say to some learn a lesson!
Everyone is not for you!
 It is because of you I'd rather believe in heaven!
I'D rather spend my time alone, then to dwell with a liar who I want not in my home!
 Do and say every lie you will!
For I'm only happy I left you!
 You may go strait to hell!