Confessions of an Addict

         ♤Confessions of a Addict♤
Feb, 4th 2024

□ The more I want to quit the more I want to smoke, or snort a line, or hot rail!
■ was told about a "miracle" can someone really come back from being fried from drugs!?
○ Honest... I do get defensive.. Only because if my actions are in no way shape or form harming you or anyone for that matter..  LEAVE ME THE F*CK ALONE! Let me do me!
● Please one last smoke out day and I'm ready to give in!
□F*ck I need help I can't hit that point again!
■ Can't do it again that was a close one it almost did me in a few times honestly but still I dove right back down that rabbit hole!
○ Finally after this long ass ride I chose to partake in, F*ck I need HELP no more of Lucifers Medicine!
● One minute I'm ready for it to be over the next I want another hit or two, three!
□ Time to get to the rut of this issue, my own choices my own will is there anyway we can break this curse he put on me!