Sorry If

sorry if I get
Carried away sometimes
but to see someone / some
do something over and
over again
can make one blue

especially when nothing seems to change
only grow worse?  stay the same?

'God'/ Consciousness looked
out one day over
'Nothingness', and got bored
and said, "let's Live!!"
but Living was more

difficult than staying in one Place,
always the same...

He was glad too when He got done 'living',
through with all the bad
lower dreams and schemes

He chucked out of His presence at last
and founded paradise.

And Slept.  a long time ............