lovE

Why don't you text me anymore
Are you already bored?
I really miss how we used to talk before
Literally about anything and still wanting more
With every notification that pops up got me wishing for yours


But that's just one of the people's i meet once a year, sadly
I guess you only speak to me when you're lonely
I really wonder whats going on in your life
Whether you're doing okay or better than i can ever find


I dont know if we'll ever talk, coz its been a while
I really wish we do
But again i really don't
I mean i wish we talk our way to the jokes and the humour that makes me completely fall in love
But again I am in the process of moving on and dont want to go back to square one



You consumed me
But you also saddened me
You confused me
But you also angered me




I remeber how once you said i was your fav person
Then how could you just abandon me with no warning or no particular reason



I just really love you so much
And i miss you even more as the day passes by
Want to talk to you
But want to get over you
Idk maybe beside you, i just wanna lie

 
It really scares me to think that you have moved on
Really sad and really angry
I wish you cared about me like i do about you
Or maybe you do and the truth is behind the hide

What if i die?
Will you care?
What if we never talk again?
Does that make your heart tear?
What if we never see each other?
Will you be any bothered?
And please don't bring a lie to the rise
Just for the sake of being nice


The guy i never saw
The guy i never met
But with whom I definitely talked till dawn
About all of the goods and some of my flaws



I am not sure about being together with you
But I'll sure as hell never forget you
For once you were the biggest part of my life
Be it the reason of my tears or my big bright smile
Guess I'll just grow up, sit in a building, viewing a total different place, very far away from our hometown


But maybe there also you still will be remembered
As randomly about you I'll wonder
With my heart triggered
On every 4th of november