SUPRESSED MEMORIES

IT IS SO CLOSE
AND GETTING CLOSER...
IT IS CLOSING IN ON ME
IT IS JUST A FLASH
AND IN AN INSTANT
JUST A FADED MEMORY
IT THREATENS MY EXISTENCE
IT IS JUST A MATTER OF TIME
IT LURKS AT EVERY DARK CORNER
IN THE BACK OF MY MIND
I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER
WHAT I CAN'T SEEM TO FORGET
THE MEMORIES THEY LINGER
AND THEY ARE MESSING WITH MY HEAD
I HAVE QUESTIONS THAT NEED ANSWERS
THAT I DON'T WANT TO FIND
THE SECRETS ARE TAUNTING ME
THEY ARE LEADING THE BLIND
MY SOUL JUST KEEPS SEARCHING
IT WANTS TO FINALLY BE FREE
BUT I JUST KEEP RUNNING
BECAUSE THE SCARS RUN TOO DEEP
LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR
ALL THAT I CAN SEE
IS MY OWN WORST ENEMY
STARING BACK AT ME
IT IS WEILDING ITS WEAPON
I AM COMING FOR ME
I AM BETRAYED
BY MY OWN MEMORIES