Deadly Christmas

Winter is so cold, yet so pretty
Winter gives me hives, i thought it was friendly
Winter forces me to stay inside while all the kids play, that's like trapping santa on christmas day
Winter for me is like a sad rainy day.
I wish i could go back in time to stop it from happening, two years ago when i didn't have to take trips to the hospital because of the pain, back when i was just a kid, who could go outside and play in the snow, but now i can't go outside at all
Winter is deadly to me especially
Winter is cold, yet so hot.
Christmas is about Jesus and to celebrate his birth but all i can think about is why did he do this to me.
It's like getting your favorite tv show canceled.
It's like having oxygen but not being able to breathe.
It's like having a phone that doesn't work.
It's like having a bed but you can't sleep
It's like having a pool you can’t swim in.
It's like having a door that doesn't open.
Hi im Ashlyn and i have cold urticaria and
July 30th, 2021 was the day I lost a piece of myself.