My Loves Horror Story

Oh I wish I could've realized sooner
How I'd be
How I'd eat up
Anyone who got close to me
How I'd fall to hard
Or not at all before leaving
Because how could
I believe someone truly loved me?
Lying to their faces
Was always easier then accepting
That maybe deep down I wasn't ready
So I ate them whole
Bones and all
Every love confession, every soul
I was this unstoppable force
I was this mess
A hunger
That couldn't be satisfied and yet
Oh I wish I would've realized sooner because
By the time I
I realized the cracks were there
It had already leaked out in front of my eyes
And I'd be left, at the end of the day,
Empty
All over again.