Lonely

Sometimes I wish I could hide from the world
The world that brings me pain and sufferings
I always stays in this dark place drowning in my thoughts
Thinking about how my life would've been if I was like others

Depression and anxiety are hitting me hard
I'm sure emotionally and physically
To top it all my family doesn't want me
They are one of the reasons I'm always caged in this dark place

My heart is heavy,my tears are flowing like a stream
There's nothing in this world that can bring me peace and joy
The struggles I'm going through are too much to bear
Only God knows how much I'm trying

Oh my poor soul what did I do to deserve this?
How long do I have to struggle and sufferings?
I'm not as strong as I thought
Soon or later it will all come to an end