Enough to be love

What is it so wrong with me?
Rejected, Rejected and even if I got accepted, it always feel the same.
It will always be me who kept things between us going.
It doesn't matter if its friendship, romantic relationship or partnership
It will always be me who kept everything together and makes it ok
How much I would give everything away
I would love you no matter what but why is it so hard to love me for me that'll lasts.
"Am I awful? Am I asking to much? Am I not good enough? "
I just don't get it.i am faded up with all this mess
I kept falling and falling still isn't aware that, there is no body to catch me right there.
I had enough with all this mess. I'm not gonna fall from the same old cliff.im not gonna hope for being catch.
I'll avoid ever cliff and mountains I can.
But now I'm afraid to even climb a simple tree.
It's not the fear of falling, it's the fear of not being catch.
Maybe someone to catch me isn't what I seek...but someone to fall with me is what I yearn.