Secrets

Not an open book,
But a book with secrets,
Secrets in my existence,
Secrets in my head

Should i keep it with me,
Or reveal it to all,
Will it be a acceptance ,
Or a curseful judgement

What am i, is it really necessary to know,
What i will be, can i possibly know,
is it just a myth,
Or a story built up by people to ease my mind

Will it ever be peaceful,
If i let all the secrets out,
Even if i keep them,
Will it relax my mind

Can i be a normal person,
Or should i act like a puppet,
Should i be driven by my mind,
Or follow my heart

What's right, how should i find it,
Keeping a burden on my mind,
Or hurting my heart,
Am i happy or sad how will i describe?