Little things
I started changing In the dark.
For no particular reason over then the fact that the body I can see, is the same body he saw.
Because if I do see what he has seen, I will remember the feeling of his hands, climbing their way up my pre-pubescent back, leaving their mark for the rest of my life.
Then I began sleeping with a light on.
Not because I’m scared of the dark, I’m not.
But for the fact that if I can’t see what room I’m in, it might be that I’m back there.
And I would do anything to never see that room. Ever.
So from now on, I sleep with the lights on.
I recently discovered that the numbers on the scale, mean more then I thought before.
Because despite the comments that had been made towards me my whole life, I never truly cared about my looks,
Not until he told me that he loved me for them.
That’s when I decided that I had to change.
I began skipping meals and weighting myself daily, and as each number dropped, I felt a little piece of him leave with it.
And every time I would slip up,
Wether that be by disliking what I see in the mirror, just a little too much
Or if my jeans started to not be as loose.
I would paint pictures on my body with blood,
Hoping that one day I would be able to forget what his touched was like, and eventually,
I’d be able to do a simple task, such as changing with the lights on without having to search for ways for his touch,
To seep out of my body through my skin
About this poem
This is the first poem I ever wrote. It’s really personal to my own experiences and I want people to understand that they’re not alone.
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Written on September 10, 2023
Submitted by Sophieloucourt08 on November 10, 2023
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Characters | 1,441 |
Words | 309 |
Stanzas | 4 |
Stanza Lengths | 3, 5, 5, 7 |
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