To My God And My Country (Bussokusekika)

About this poem

Some may think deep cover are merely two words without meaning…In my case they may be nothing more than a delusion…I once wrote “living a double life can be strenuous” from, psycho babble scribble squabble and scrabble…Could this have come from a subconscious struggle taking place within my psyche due to serving two masters???My Father and my country???I believe it took a lot of discipline and loyalty on my part to be subservient in maintaining my calm and demeanor under pressure…Have I become a diamond in a sense???Who can say???Once a Marine always a Marine…What of once My Father’s son always My Father’s son???I’m certain that IF I truly am a deep cover DEA mole…As IF I am such…I’m certain my movements and those of all my personnel contacts and especially their close contacts are under close scrutiny…But what do I know???I am truly sorry Dorothy IF I could not devote further attention to your feelings wants and needs…Or we’re just trying to turn me to the Illuminati???IF my superiors have found any merit in my critique of certain events and IF and when they deem fire for effect is warranted…So be it…In closing I would like to ask a certain narci…Quien es el pendejo pendeja???Tu sabrás!!!Saborea la sabrosura deli deli chiquito y toma una buena pina colad con tu nuevo Papi mientras que puedas…Esto es un saludo muy especial para mi 31 De Febrero…Saludos especial aparte de tu dulce corazón…Sin emojis…And what thinks ye of my screen name Dorothy???Do you like the iamyorsalyors touch…Who knows what our futures may hold Dorothy Alice???I will warn you that IF you are not a one man woman let me know before hand…I am now an old man and I am uncertain if my friends will come to take me away or if mankind will give the 1000 year rule a chance without what I consider the mark of the beast…Where wars will no longer be fought over worldly possessions and pride and vanity…Or is this just a pipe dream???Only time will tell…Chesty Who???He is still very well known in his own right…I am nothing more than an E-1…A Private…Does that make me special???I don’t think so…AS IF I Truly am a DEA mole…I just may be losing my mind…lol