He Says I Better Not Cheat



He's delusional
He's sick
He's obsessed
He's literally psychotic
No one cares
Everyone around him keeps him like that
Easier to manipulate him
Grift him
But he deserves it
He's supposed to be married to someone else
But the marriage is fake
Like everything else in his existence
Like the family they supposedly have
None of the kids are his
He married her because she blackmailed him
She threatened to tell me
About the things he does to me
Behind my back
Behind the scenes
The stalking
Surveillance
Classified weapons and tech
He's terrified of me finding out
Everything he did
Which is a weird position to take
Of someone so "superior"
With someone so "inferior"
A nothing is what they say I Am
Nuts how far his obsession goes
All of them in fact
But I've always known
Even if I didn't have the details
I have NEVER not felt it
Ever since the first moment he laid on me
But I knew it before then even
He said he tried to hold back
But the energy radiated like a blackhole
Swarming around his veins
The fictive felt similar
But the dark twin is more powerful
He just never knew it
The fictive did
He did him in after that
Used the fake side piece he turned into
Relationship goals
By having her assume my identity and
Pretend to be me
Worked so easily
She and his friends and family
Just told him I cheated
He's been on the warpath since
Never verifying facts
He believes anything about me
Triggered
Delusional
Psychotic
But they don't understand
He's never been this bad
We've never been THIS separate
He's never been in THIS much pain
I wanted to help him
I wanted this to end amicably
He didn't want it to end
He wanted to torture and kill me
He does it to himself
But they don't understand
All they did to create this situation
Is going to come to a head
He's going to unleash on them and me
Though I did nothing and he should be protecting me
Rather than abusing
There will be no going back
When he wanted to die
They didn't care
I was the only person there for him
They all laughed and turned their back
He turned around and tortured me over and over
Threatening me
I WANT CONTROL
Yet won't do a damn thing to help clean up the mess he made in my life
He only takes from me and gives to blackmail
I don't competition
He weaponizes competition with those weird women
Hookers
All of them
But I'm the one he slanders while he spends my money on them and
Protects them
Sick
I spent my life protecting him
From things he didn't believe or see
He spent his life trying to torture, rape, kill me
We were never the same
But she helps
His fictive
The felon who assumes my identity
He has several of them in fact
As long as he betrays me
He's promised access to me by leadership
Forever
It's why she exists
To make him look legit
We both had a chance to escape
He almost did
But that blackmail got him
While I got away
He's trying to drag me back to hell
Or take my life if he can't
Sick
She just wants to take my life
But can't
Sadist
This has gone on decades
His whole crew will do anything
To help him cage me
They make money from it
Can you imagine
He only has options
Who help himself stalk me
Weird
Isn't it
Creepy
Then they celebrate for hurting me and my kids
While he goes back to pretending his life is real
While he lusts, stalks, abuses me obsessively
Compulsively
He's only happy
When he can cage me and take from me
Never in my life
Have I ever even thought of such a thing
It's why he calls me a baby
I know nothing of their sicknesses
So they blackmail him and
He gives in
He would rather be tortured by them
Then separated from me
Weird
Creepy
Mostly because
We're not together
He could get help and stop lurking
I tried repeatedly to offer to help him
But he has to do everything his own way
Regardless of consequences
Now he says we need therapy together
But he's doing that with the fictive wife I thought
Or maybe another better option
SMH
No matter
It's all a bit of a conflict of interest
He's angry that we're separated anyway
But I didn't do this
He did
The gangs he hires to target me and my kids
Blackmail him
His family members
Blackmail him and each other
About all the crimes they commit against me
Can you believe it
This is their favorite thing
Stalking me
So many around him
Invested in stalking me and
Stealing
His friends, options, multiple spouses
None of them legal because he is still married to me
Hoards of these weird people surrounding him
Stalking
Stealing
Being deviant
Obviously there is a serious problem
So obsessed
That everything around him
Obsessed too
His stalkers have stalkers that stalk me
Seriously
But he still doesn't see a problem
With anything but the target, me
Though I have done nothing
We're not together
Never have been
By the way
Husband
What's your phone number?
Or address
Or Snapchat
No, you only catfish
Nothing else
We are NOT together
We never have been
It's just been you stalking
Being fake
Being creepy
Being controlling
Me being loyal
But you, just abusive
Never real
Fake AF
So
We aren't together
We never were
I'm just a lick
Remember?
Worthless you said
So it's dead
Accept it
I'm  not cheating because
I Am single
Get used to it

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But We Haven't Been Together Since I Was A Kid

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Submitted by DanielleDiew on November 12, 2023

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Words 972
Stanzas 1
Stanza Lengths 208

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