Should You And I Go Camping (Bussokusekika)

About this poem

I feel as if I am reaching for straws here…I feel as IF you have written and sung many songs to try to get my attention…As I have written many poems to try to get yours…I feel as if some uncontrollable force is trying to get us together…I don’t know if you feel as IF I am crazy….Do you feel as if destiny has brought us to this moment in time?Will we let it pass us by?I can’t make you do anything that you don’t want to do…Are you willing to accept me as I am as I am willing to accept you as you are?My daughter tells me San Diego is pretty nice…I don’t know IF I have much to offer you…Other than my fragile heart…I’d much rather go camping on my off grid land…That I have never even seen…We could even leave our phones and such behind…So that we can dedicate more time to get to know one another…What are your thoughts Alice?Or Dorothy?Only time will tell IF I will become homeless…But I believe it will be far better than my current loving home…And IF you do decide to respond to this post…Please do so without hiding behind a mask…I truly am sorry for the sometimes it be that way…I was blind at the time…Is there any possibility that we are soulmates?Or am I just a pathetic loser whom no real woman would ever want?I don’t feel nor believe money and material things can buy a person happiness…