Loyalty

How can I be loyal to someone that did me wrong, who made feel like i didnt belong, i was person who was there for everyone, but when i needed someone everyone was gone. I thought loyalty was their blood, turns out it was only mud. They use you when they are bored, why was I around someone who would stab family in the back with a sword, invested time in what i thought mattered, turns out my loyalty to them had to shatter. To walk my own path and open my eyes to world unknown, but its not the first time im left alone, i will go my own way because i cant be around snakes, i atleast have my own little family, and we dont associate with fakes