Janice on my mind

Janice on my mind
I just can't stop to
Think about you
Janice we been good
Friends for a lifetime
Also you are looking
After my money
Because I just don't know
How to handle money
If you gave me money
In my hand I would spend
It like it it is water
Then I would be brock
I know that I just can't
Buy friends with money
I don't want the rich people
To be my friends
I need middle class people
To be my friends
We also live with very little
Money
But we are rich in spirit
Janice on my mind
I am doing ok with my depression
I never miss a day taking my
Medication for depression
I take it night time
Before going to bed
And after I took my
Medication
I go straight to bed
Because now it is also
My bed time
The next day I
Wake up at 5:00 AM
Before the sun comes up
And I go for walk in the park
While I walk in the park
I hear the birds singing
Their beautiful tunes
For me
Also it lives me
Breathless
Yes the sun will not
Come out today
The weather was
Over cast
Yes I also have
The feeling that
It will rain today
We need the rain badly
Because the grass was yellow
And the flowers in people's
Was dying
Janice on my mind
I am letting my health to go
Down hill
I must start to look seriously
After my health
I also can't live without health
Janice on my mind
I could never lived without you
You are a part of my life
Also I am no longer young
My young life is over
I am now a senior
And it was my father
That made me in his image
Many years ago
And after my father made me
He placed me to live on earth
I am already used to live on earth
Father you gave me
Grey curly hair
And brown eyes
Yes Father the Summer is ending
I hate to say goodbye to Summer
Also the birds had migrated south
For the winter
And I will see the birds next spring
When they will return back
Now it is very quiet
Without the birds
Yes another day is over
Now the sun finally went down
And I saw the sunset
Now the night arrived
I went back home
I Took my meds
And went slowly to bed
I never got up once
In the middle of the night
I sleep all through the night
The trees was now changing
Its color from green to gold
And the trees are ready
For the Winter
The people raked the dead leaves
From the grass
And placed the dead leaves
Inside the garden bags
Janice
We are getting older every year
And we can't stop that
Because our father made life
That way
Also we don't own
Our lives
It is our father that owns our lives
And our lives are in our father's hands
Janice
I hope that you will be around
Taking care of me when I am old
Janice
We only live once
So let's continue to live
Our lives to the fullest
Father we don't want to dye young
Because we still have a life ahead of us
Janice
I hope that I can always count
On you
Janice
Please don't abandon me
Because I need you to
Be a part of my life
Janice
I will always put my
Best foot forward
Janice
I hope that you will
Continue supporting me
In my daily life
Janice
The day I die
I hope you be there
Watching me die
Janice
I also hope that you
Will go to my funeral
To pay your last respect to me
Janice
Don't waste your money
Buying flowers for me
Because I just won't be able
To see it
Janice
There is a place in heaven
For you in heaven
And the day you die
We will be reunited
In heaven
Janice
I am looking down from
Heaven and I can still see you
But you can't see me
Janice
I am living a new life in heaven
Also I am not suffering anymore