On Loathing

You're evil
Period
I loathe you
But you don't care
You really like to abuse
But only certain types of targets
In fact
Have you ever abused another like me
I wonder
But I doubt it
I'm sure you abuse
But not like this
You have just been doing this so long
You refuse to quit
I'm not your property
I'm not your object
I'm not your slave
Leave me alone
Because I promise you
I loathe you
In ways I can't even explain
You protect those who shouldn't be
Because they are so evil
Your reflection
Yet you protect them
As a reward
For abusing me
Like your pets
Demons
They salivate and obey
Just to get your money and attention
I'm not your battery
I'm not your slave
Leave me be
You will lose EVERYTHING if you keep at it
You think you're the only one like this
I've been through this all my life
All the people weaponized against me
Have
It's warfare
Tradecraft
A war against people with certain qualities
To be exploited
It's sick
But you long for enslavement
It makes you feel powerful
I don't care
When you should be chasing light and
Mental health care
Instead you chase filth
You abused me in the most sadistic ways
Just like the fictive did
Laughing all the way to the bank
Spending my money with every step
Wasting it on filth
I will NEVER surrender to abuse
I will NEVER surrender to you
Stop calling me defiant
You don't own me
I am not your object
I never have been
I gave from my heart
In the hopes you would heal
You chose to abuse that privilege
In the most extreme and gruesome ways
I'm NEVER coming back
By any means necessary
I am leaving
As far away as I can get
As quickly as I can
Somewhere you will NEVER reach me
Somewhere you will NEVER ever see me again
Somewhere you will never see
Another dimension
Another timeline
Another space
Another universe
Anywhere you can't be
I am going as far as possible
I would even go back to Siberia
As cold as it is
As long as you can't reach me
That's where I am going
Another planet if I can
I don't want anything to do with you
Or anyone near you
You're such a drain
Stay away
Forever
In the infinite
May The Most High
Teach you every lesson
You refuse to accept
So Be It