I Remember
I remember
my short, blonde curls
bouncing while I ran
I remember
the feeling of talking
way too fast for any man
"Slow down," they said
I remember
the feeling
crushing me down
As a young child
I can see in my mind
The light behind my eyes
slowly leaving
I remember
So many people
telling me "You need to calm down"
When all I wanted
was to run
I remember
the feeling weighing on my heart
When I should
Have been weightless
Crying, screaming
because no one could possibly understand
I remember
every 3 months
seeing the doctor
I thought it was normal
It was only when I started getting looks
when I told people
Where I always was
"That must be hard"
I remember
the feeling
that I am not the norm
and I remember
when I realized
not every kid had to
walk to the school office
to take a pill every day
I remember
growing up
I was a spaz
a weirdo
a loser
I remember the cruelty
of those around me who could not possibly understand
I REMEMBER
the feeling
but I don't remember much
I REMEMBER
so many tears
wondering why
I wasn't enough
I remember the medication
I remember
sobbing
I remember
SCREAMING
I remember
YELLING
I remember
HURTING MY LUNGS
to get someone
ANYONE
to listen
This wasn't me
The medication wasn't me
IT ISN'T ME
I REMEMBER
I remember
growing up
I remember
Making a choice
I remember
the days
coming off of my meds
I remember failing my class
I remember
failing that
was failing myself
I remember
that all I proved
was that I could not be good without it
I remember
My short, blonde curls
bouncing as I ran
I remember being innocent
before the end
About this poem
I grew up in a world of appointments and medication due to my ADHD. Trying to navigate a world that didn’t , or couldn’t understand me felt lonely at times.
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Written on September 14, 2023
Submitted by Mollyfaye9 on September 17, 2023
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Words | 323 |
Stanzas | 18 |
Stanza Lengths | 7, 7, 20, 8, 7, 3, 7, 2, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 2, 5, 4, 3, 5 |
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