I hate you I forgive you I love you

I

I was born to love but you make it easier hate
I hate you for the person you’ve turned me into
I hate you for sins you made me do
I hate you because you made me hate the ones i love
I hate you because you made me lose my trust for you
I hate you for turning my emotions to something i don’t want to feel
I hate you for the what you did make me feel
I hate you for making me feel bad for being in a relationship
I hate you for making me feel like i was competing to win ur heart
I hate you for manipulating me into opening my heart to you
I always hated you because u turned the love that i was born with into hatred I shall live with

II
I don’t forgive you because I’m a forgiving person
I forgive you because thats what i was taught to do
I forgive you because i want peace
I forgive you because grudges summon problems
I forgive you because i want to change
I forgive you because i want YOU to change
I forgive you for making me live with that hatred
I forgive you because my God told me to do so
I forgive you for everything
I forgive myself for everything

III
i was born to love but because of you I didn’t feel it anymore
I love You for your beautiful smile
I love you cuz your face makes me gaze till I’m caught staring at you
I love you cuz ur eyes r like a blackhole n i would get sucked into them every time we locked eyes  
I love you because your voice is so euphonic it puts me in a trance the moment i hear it
I love you because of the way u made my body feel
I love you because of the way you carry yourself
I love you for making me look better
I love you for making me feel comfortable
I will always love you for letting me realize that this is not true love.