Stardust Separated

I wear these tattoos proud across my chest they adorn my body with the feelings inside of my head

The atoms of the left hand & the atoms in the right
come from two completely different stars in the universal night

I thought we were two stars, combustion, fire collided.
Exploding cosmos, creating our universe united.

But what happened was you traveled with a plan completely across the galaxy

Just to come, absorb energy, and destroy me.

The captain of my ship the savior of my mission
but instead you left me here;
abandoned and in disposition

 my life is not over just like this trip into The Abyss
I just had to seek out all those things that Were a miss

I didn’t realize that looking at the night sky left me so lonely
because I was alone next to you In my home and;
I thought I was just yearning for where I came from
But it was just all the emptiness of the absent love.

You made me feel like I wasn’t worth your time, struggle, or the adoration
and I realized now the only deprivation

was from you. You, who? you.

Don’t love yourself, that’s a statement
I am I’m de los Muerto when I state it.

so how did I expect you to love me
you’re not made of the star in this galaxies

you were made of the nightmares spoken into reality.