My Forever Savior

There are these battles I fight,
I fight them to get to the light.
All these battles they occur in my head,
Maybe, maybe they just want me dead.
And on the other end with wide open eyes,
Are all the demons of my life in pure disguise.

Sometimes the demons are memories of people I've lost,
They come to me and ask for a cost.
Sometimes they're just bare thoughts in a void,
The thoughts I often tend to avoid.
Sometimes they're just questions like do I know who I am?
They whisper to me that my mere existence is a scam.

I fight, I fight,
I always fight with all my might.
I fight till I'm miserable and unarmed,
But they still stand there tall and unharmed.

The one that saves me from these battles is my inner self,
She's always there whenever I need help.
Everytime I realise I'm falling apart,
She comes through and holds my heart.
She asks me to put up my guard,
And hands me the biggest sword.
We enter the battlefield barred,
And she walks me towards victory deeply scarred,
I don't know how she does it, but she's so good at it you see,
Maybe because she's a bit more brave than I can ever be.
She never asks for anything in return,
She just says " don't let our existence burn"
And "just smile through it all" and then
"My love I will never let you fall"