I can’t wait to reunite with you

Darkness of my inner self is slowly peeking out to the surface.
After so many scores, all I can feel is emptiness.
Seldom arguments and struggles as useless as it can be.
One can only struggle in silence
Ask the one for love ask him for forgiveness
Cause only him and let me cry
I keep it in for so long I feel relief
Those tears hold all my weakness
It carries all what’s holding me back
If one can only find love as pure as comforting
But only him can give me that warm embrace
The white, bright light sucking out all the thoughts and negativity
Smiling through my tears, I know you forgive me, but why can’t I let it go?
So painful isn’t it? resentment.
And yet we do it to ourselves each day.
It’s only knew, why one chose to be born?
If only 1 could see it.