Find peace within myself

Too much...
Stress
Depressed
Can't rest
Assured
Just. Occa-sional-ly bored
Can't
Think straight
Practically always
Late
Make no mistake

Wish, I could just...
Take
My heart
Tear it
Apart
Shred it
Into pieces...
But that's not smart
At all
So I've resolved to:

Lying on my bed
Not much in my head
Trying not to think of (things?)
... There's much more to it, But.
No!
I won't.
Go there.
Not another step.
I'm already trying to cope with all of it

I'll soon be closing chapters
Not in any use
Make sure they all binded
Form a likely truce... (With myself)

Find peace within my-self
Try to re-gain strength
Hold my head up high
Just hold it till the end