"Everything I've Learned"

I've Learned: 2 show love when tha hateful demons show me nothing but sorrow & pain!!
I've Learned: 4 love I've Learned 2 be more loveable less demonic for im not saying im no saint but im deeply sorry 4 the pain as im an asshole & madman 4 thinking i was the shit and i lost one truly best friend!!
I've Learned: i messed up my not listening to word 4 you are babygurl and you will be the one that i will always be missed by the one said i would be a fake or lame!!
I've Learned: You're an angel you was my light aka my sunshine / i was ur dark aka ur knight im sorry gurl i know you hate me and im saying or writing you 2 i've learned   alot from you dear!!
I've Learned: That im not perfect but but imperfect ways and i broken your trusted and i just wanna know babygurl im think where i messed and you hate me and hate me 2 because friendship is ova 2 me being a knucklehead and a dumb dude i hope will forever me be not forgot about you taught me...