Scared of impurity

I've forever been a happy soul
But sometimes I just don't understand , what have I done wrong

Just the feeling of shame and your voice
Never being heard , because you are scared
That speaking will let the beast that you have forcely kept in a cage , will come out raging, uncontrollably without hesitation before a blink of an eye
Always being accused of impurity
Without including insecurity
So please was i a mistake being born

The day I die , don't you dare feel guilty
Because you were never there for my security
Always being liable for your anger
Stating lies about your anchor
Imagination infront of my eyes always shown you just a coward gangster

Misery overloaded so young
But clearly when I die it will all be gone
Clarity is still needed
What I have done wrong??