If i am to die

If I'm to die
Pay heed my words
Let them see not me yet
Until you raise my head
Till the sun and I doth stare
But no, still not yet
Pierce your knife into my mouth
And cut these thin arms of mine
Chain my feet
And incise both sides
Is it not a beautiful sight?
Let acid! run down my neck
Till my head,now made bright
Is the only view.
And only then
Can you throw me away
To face the harshness of life.