My eternal consciousness

I was tired of
mundane world.
I was hurt
by your every word.

The northwind seemed to me
the edge of Sharpe razor.
The dim sunlight
made me wonder.

The shedding leaves of the trees
were floting down.
They were whithered,
colourless and brown.

I was plunging into
Unfathomable deep.
I was confused.
It was real or dream in sleep!

My heart was drooping down.
My mind was perplexed.
But my eternal consciousness was unattched
which I suddenly found.