She loved me not

"I never loved you"
Those words cut like a knife
Story of my life
Story of my life

All the sighs...
Shining my light...
The essence of my sighs
Never asking for too much

Just holding onto the hope
The hope of love

Those words though
Those words...

No apology- Just misery
Sharing in company.
I couldn't take it 
"You called me"
...My light -I give to you-

You bursted the bulb
And it made me feel cold
So I broke me
Because I refuse to stand naked
Shaking... and broken by anyone

Past pain trauma "you were just beautiful"

My beauty is in the inside
My beauty perfumes the outside too
But I break me before I break you

I allowed you in again
Not thinking you'd slam a door
Believing I wouldn't be shamed and left crying on the floor

I gave you another chance
Too soon I guess-
And you can say the same-
But.
You put me to rest

My heart my soul ripped it right from my chest
My physical body aching why again!

"You are my twin flame"
You would say,
I would mirror it, as I tried to understand
Mirroring and hoping,
Searching and broken
Reflecting;
Who's broken?

Peace of day; as long as we stay away

You left me ghosted and afraid
Because your words were already said
...You never loved me

And for reasons I could believe
No one is perfect
But we all live secretly.

No more stalking or silent sounds
Just listening to intentions....
Heart felt and bound
I love me, and that's why I'll never love you the same again.