The Fearless Battle

Dang I use to think I was so fricken hard core, Stupid me dropped outta school didn't make it to sophomore, but I could handle it was such a bore, when I turned 21 everyday I be at the liquor store, drinking so much id blackout and wake up on the floor, and not a single memory of the night before, finally got sick of always being sore, so much blown out anger and and built up stagnant languor, been through and did so many things I now deplore, it's still tough tho working on yourself is such a chore, there's so much out there I want to explore, but can't complain because now I'm not battling myself in my own little war.