I Hate You

I hate you
I hate you for all the pain you caused us all.
I hate that I had to watch my daughter fall.
I hate that I never should have received that call.
I hate that my niece had to go through that again.
Now all I want to do is commit a sin.
I hate that your walking free like this is how it should be.
I hate that your not behind bars for leaving so many scares.
I hate you
I hate everything that you do.
I hate the hole you caused between me and your brother and the pain you caused your mother.
I hate that I feel this guilt eating me away and I can't even tell you what I wanna say because of that stupid day.
I hate you
I try to act like I'm okay but this shit is bothering me in so many ways.
I just can't even explain.
I hate you.
I hate you for all the lies you tell and how you put my girls through hell.
I fucken hate you with everything in me and the day that you are behind bars you will see.
How happy that will make me.
I'm not okay with what you did you fucken low life pig.
I hate you