"Alone in friendships"

Substantially, friendships does exist
But for me, I've zero list
Just like a man who owning the chairship
Happiness nor lustful life, only hardships
My heart flourishing to do gossip
But luckily! I'm a foolship
Always with dual chocolates in my bag
Hahaha! Everyone showed me red flag
Loneliness and isolation is full of my page
Though! no one is on my age
Apparently, very sad
Ah! nevertheless I always feel glad