Natural Essence

I am embarrassed
I was taught to stay above
Desires I can not speak of
Impurity for me is like a drunk to a bottle of gin
Most days, my mind wins
I’ll down some shots and get drunk from sin
Pop my head open
Champagne rains on this bed

If she can’t reciprocate my need
I become bored, then brood
In such mood, what I am to do
Woo this bird of paradise?
Dance around nude?
Release my love
Let’s get crude