is it bad?

is  it bad that i still like you?
    knowing you don't like me the same way
        knowing you don't think of me like that   
is it bad that i still think i have a chance
       when we joke it’s real.,,to me
            when we’re next to each other i feel electric      is it just me?
is  it truly bad if it makes my heart skip a beat   or two
       how it makes me turn bubblegum pink
             how it fills me with too much butterflies so much that it almost hurts\
is it bad that i want to be close to you
              i want to sleep in my trampoline with you
                  i want to lie  under the stars with you again
                             i want to lay my head on your shoulder
                                   i want you to keep coming over to play volleyball     stay with me till its dark
is  it bad that at 1am i'm writing a stupid poem about you?
      stupid words onto a google doc that no one will ever see
            stupid how i can still hope that one day i'll share it with you
is it bad that i'm crying about you?
        wasted tears for you, you who i cannot have
            wasted tears, that you’ll never know that were shed