The feeling..

A feeling unexplainable
The ways you come to terms with the unbearable
The way you struggle
And try not to break
When all you want to do
Is to make
The denial
The pain
That you have to tame
No one truly hears
The heartache
The tears
Buried deep
Within your heart keeps
How can I explain it
Deathly?
Killing?
Suffocating ?
Because that’s the way i feel
Trying to peel
All the skin of the surface
To try to heal
When all you are doing
Is trying to fight the war
That’s going on inside
And that right there
Is the unbreathable.