From Illusion to Reality

Despite, I found myself indulged in these wordly colours,
Though_not looking out for the Quasar's light,
I being blind inspite of not wearing eye covers,
But roaming in the bars,_in the dark lights.
Even not aspiring to some leaders left overs,
But already, into all joys of the impassable lights.
It vanished itself_that is 'The Illusion of matters!'.

After ages, I cropped out of these worldly colours,
Though, quite hard to turn of these inviting lights...,
I as a being, remained dangled to rediscover,
But despite this, They are leading me to the glaring lights.
Even not letting me to sink into the deep rivers,
And assisting me to glide by all these_grabbing the dazzling lights.
With despair_it appeared;'We_locked up to clean our canvases!'.