Repetitive

Here it goes again. This heavy feeling in my chest when I don't have a or desire to speak nor move. All I want to do is continue to close my eyes and try to sleep. Because the process of being broken is so very exhausting. I get attempt my best to create my days to be fulfilling. But no matter how hard I try I can't seem to connect to anyone or anything, life transitions can be a b**** from those whom struggle