I miss you my pawchild

I am in a battle with my faith.
You were robbed from me after only 5 years.
You helped me and stood by me everytime i was ill.
Is this Gods will?
You were my pawchild,
Always being so wild.
But when mommy is sick and needed to sleep
Next to mommy you would creap.
Everything here on earth is diffrent since you went away. .
Why couldnt you stay?
Do you here me calling your name?
Do you hear me scream?
Do you see the storms that is happening inside me?
It is to soon i would like to say, but that is Gods will.
Now your voice is still.
All i have is memories of our golden years.
I still talk to you trough the tears.
Please come visit me in my dreams.
Are you running around in heaven?
Are you happy?
Are you free?
With you is were mammy would love to be.