The Weight of Insecurity

Grant Lancaster 2005 (Noblesville, Indiana)



A weight on the mind.
All eyes watching, all the time.
Fearful of all the reactions,
Failure in every little action.
The anchor sank me to dissatisfaction.

Tired of this pain,
My brain is decaying,
Heart is racing,
I need to make a change.

I wear a mask of confidence,
All they see is joy.
I feel a difference.

My mind is constantly training,
Wisdom I am attaining,
So why is it still raining.

About this poem

My experience with anxiety and insecurity.

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Written on January 11, 2023

Submitted by GrantLancaster on January 12, 2023

Modified by GrantLancaster on January 12, 2023

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Grant Lancaster

I’m 17, yet my mind is by far more wise than the typical person of my age. I’ve been told by many people that I have a pure soul. This is only the third poem I’ve ever written and I don’t have any experience with poetry or writing, in fact I haven’t read a book fully since elementary school because my ADHD makes it near impossible to get myself to read. I live in Noblesville, IN and I am a junior in high school. I have always felt a connection towards expression and the arts. I have so much art of all kinds and different ideas and thoughts in my head but sadly I just lack the skill and ability to act upon it and express myself. I know I have just started writing poetry literally yesterday, but I think I have found my passion, and I’m considering writing a book of poems and getting it published on Amazon. more…

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