I Hate You

Why?
Why did you do that to me?
No.
I’m not asking if you love me
I’m not asking if you care about me.
I’m asking you, why did you do that to me?
I’ve come to the realization, healing, it’s takes patience.
but I also know that I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate the things you do.
And I hate it when you talk
I hate it when you breathe
I hate when you talk to me
And I hate it when you won’t
hate is a strong word
and I mean it strongly
but hating you won’t change the feelings from every time you’ve wronged me
I hate everything about you.
I truly do.
I hate everything that made me love you.
every good side of you
tell me, are you even sorry?
Do you know you broke my heart?
No I’m asking,
I can’t tell, you seem so fine when we’re apart.
you broke me, I lost myself in every part of you.
Sometimes I wish I can see it from your messed up point of view.
But now that it’s all over
That it’s all said and done
I wish that I can turn it all off
And just happily move on
and I know that you don’t care
and that I’m probably wasting my breath
and even though I hate you, I wouldn’t wish you death
I hated when you smiled
and I hate your goofy laugh
I hate it when you dance
and I hate that we cross paths
I hate it when you didn’t care
and I hate it when your nice
and I hated when you left me,
and I hate that you didn’t fight
I hate you, I really really hate you
and I hate, I hate, and I hate that I don’t hate you. Not even a little bit.