WATERY WOUND

WATERY WOUND
Rose to my alarms loud
Wished to celebrate
 atleast  today forward
Letting  go of yesterday back
Unrailing from burdened sack
An  usual unsual  breeze cascading in
my body and mind fought again
Brought a despair  settled in
Drained  every  last ounch  of my energy
Recurring again and again  
foggy dusky ebony
Staying in bed
be better I thought.
Again ,
My inner voice echoed to rise up
Still my  body silently complied to  give up
Coffees may elate ,
Yet restrained to make  .
Felt bed will be better today,
rather than to fight alone today.
Body soared up like burning flames,
Nothing felt fancy nor necessary as  it says .
Trying to boil up the interest
Nevertheless hesitant to uplift my trust
Staying in bed is better today
just like the  another usual unsual  day.
Nobody to recline atleast for once,
disappointing anyone was not my game,
better enough to snuggle beneath the fame
Hiding my pain felt better easier,
 better than to  sink in to  surrender


Rapid heartbeats echoing  through my vein
making me realize
my disability again
Yet my inner voice yelled to fight
Changed my perspectives again and again
Waited for anything to console my pain
Maybe this  be bliss in chaos
A ray of hope in cluttered mess
Body drained
Brains resumed
Mind consumed
However deep I fell
Hearing loneliness forever around
Still my  inner will
to overrule any rule profound
Waiting these  phases to fall
No matter what this soul
never doomed to believe this girl
 
BHAGYA GOVIND