Unrequited love

Today was the same as yesterday
Morning breeze light filter through curtains
Woke up fast to not be late
Like always i'll wait for you
Like always I'll follow you

How long has it been now
One thing didn't change in years  
That i am still behind you
Thousands of pages i'd torn but fate stays as

Because I want to stay watching you till end
Its cold but that's what warm my soul
Feels like a heaven under deck
Shading for a dark lonely shadow

Though my stars are not lucky
At times I cry because there is no end to this
Even I walk
Even I run
i'll be the last one

Somewhere in my heart there's still a part left blank
Afterall this is unrequited love destined to sink unnamed

Not more just need one day
This time I want to stand beside you
Hand in hand walking our way
Let us be one for one day

I know this whole thing a lie at the end
I'll be there
Like always watching this from back
Afterall i am just a shadow