My first Proposal

Every single girl has a experience of proposal ...
Many boys are rejected to various reasons
But for me it's the first time ...
A person without seeing my appearance and without knowing any information
Only by hearing voice and experience of my life
Chose me as a life partner
I am not excited or shock
I am feeling sorry for him
I am not in a state to accept his love
But i wish to have a love life
Because everytime situation in my life
 I lacked for love ,
I trained myself to live alone
 Without love and expecting love from others,
It's all made by mind
And none can distract or distrub my life ...
But still it's really a unexpected first proposal ..
Still I feel grateful for him,
For reminding me that,
I can also be loved by someone in life ...