Invisible

I feel transparent,
Someone not seen,
Invisible in my class,
No one really sees me,
Or is that what I want to believe?
But really,
No one really sees me,
I am lonely,
A weed in the farm,
Is am not,
But is am single,
Tired and lost,
They pass by and go,
I want to interact,
I want to add colour,
But then,
I am way pass their level,
I need to come down to them,
Would I?
But again,
I was not taught that way,
I want to teach myself