Bad decision

I walked this earth not even knowing you Existed. I was content with my existence. I saw you from afar the Beauty in your eyes drew me near. My heart fluttered with fear. Fear I would be hurt, used,  and not spared. I took a Chance and fell in love your beauty was so bright like a light shinning from above! Day week months and a year went by and I was always high on our love like an addiction. One day it all went away and my worse fear came true, you ripped my heart out threw it on the floor and trampled it till it tore! In a million pieces there it lay, the felling of betrayal and bitterness hurt and numbness. You blamed it on me for in fact it was you commuting the ultimate sin loving another man while you were with another!  I hurt I cried I wondered why three months of laying there crying my self to sleep in my head contemplating my own death……….. to be continued!