My love

So many questions in my small head. But no answers for them. A sight of you is like a year in a vacation. A panick it brings. The heart speaks, speaks in tongues because you are near me. Pictures in my head, pictures of you and me making our vows. The sound of your voice is like a spear in my heart. When you bark at me , I feel scared, scared to death. The way you conduct kills the vibe, the vibe of slow music. My vibe is always like that of the heart when I see you. But why are you always searched for yet one wants always to see you. I wish I could speak, speak it out but am a girl and girls are shy. I would be brief,brief like a man but it's hard. I try to tell my friends but not helping at all. I wish they could help me, help me tell you that l like you. That I like your eyes even if you hide them in your glasses. How I wish I could come close to you and joke with you till noon  but I can't come close to you because it might be a nightmare to you.
How I wish you could see it in my eyes.