Lost, but am I found

I am brilliant they say, I am different, I am unique; I am rare in the form I only allow them to see. But do they really see me? Or has the shell that once was my body has changed so much its starting to fade into the distance of the darkest seas. Am I even real anymore? Or just a figment of an allusion I have created in my head. What is really real or normal as they say? Will I ever know? Or stay just a mere song dancing in the wind that runs deep in the trees to the smooth stones in the creek that leads to the heavens ray of shine that beams down to show where the world becomes one with the sky above til I reach the clouds where I finally am home..