I miss you

I can't seem to think properly, all my thoughts are hazy
My legs are week , my hands are shaky but it's not that I'm lazy
It's you , you've clouded my mind, you are affecting my reasoning
Even when people talk, I can't hear voices,it's like I'm not listening
I could've sworn I was over you but then damn!
I'm confused,don't want to admit but,God,i miss you
Oh , I miss you, for the time we spent I
miss you

At a time I told myself that losing you was not the end of the world
A few weeks that turned into months made me realize that you were my world
I hated myself for loving you, I hate myself even more for missing you
I was faithful to the core ,so loyal, I smiled at only you
Darling , I wasn't joking when I called you mi amor
I wanted you to know that my love for you was until forevermore

It's a shame though I never wanted you and I to be apart
But I guess in your big dreams you never wanted me to be a part
You no longer saw me in your visions to you,I had become mere illusions
I had become a distraction to you achieving your missions
But for God's sake you still went ahead and dated blessing
And I was even prettier than blessing infact, loving you taught me a big lesson
Still, I don't hate you ,cross my heart I swear I still miss you.